Golden triangle

I went to the Golden Triangle in Chiang Saen for the first time on monday. Its really beautiful there...You can see Burma, Laos and Thailand!

1 Peter 2: 9+10

1 Peter 2:9+10
But you are not like that, for you are a chosen people.You are a royal priests, a holy nation,Gods very own possession.As a result, you can show others the goodness of God,for he called you out of darkness and into his wonderful light.
Once you had no identity as a people;now you are Gods people.
Once you received no mercy; now you have received Gods mercy...

This is the theme verse for our Discipleship training school. I was asked to draw a picture that will go along with this verse...So i chose Gods people!! Our teams have been on outreach for over two weeks now, they are doing really well and will come back 10 July!
I have been meeting with a prayer counsellor, drawing, studying thai and reading lots of encouraging books..I will also attend a Northern Thai Ywam conference 3-6 July in Chiang Mai.

 Only love remains...


 Scenes of you come rushing through,
 You are breaking me down...                                                                                                                
 So break me into pieces that will grow in the ground
 I know that i deserve to die for the murder in my heart,so be gentle with me Jesus as you tear me apart...
 Please kill the liar, kill the thief in me, you know that i am tired of their cruelty..
 Breathe into my spirit, breathe into my veins until only love remains...
 You burn away the ropes that bind and hold me to the earth. The fire only leaves behind whatever is of worth.
 I begin to see reality for the first time in my life.I know that im a shadow but im dancing in your light...
 Teach me to be humble, call me from the grave, show me how to walk with you upon the waves..
 Breathe into my spirit, breathe into my veins until only love remains....

 JJ Heller
 

Good day!

Outreach is coming up and our teams will leave this weekend 7 and 8 June. One team will go to Isaan and Cambodia. The other will go to Mae Sot and further south. Both teams will be teaching english and doing construction work in refugee camps and at a childrens home.

I will not be going on this outreach. I have been struggling for a while with my calling and being here. Many issues from my past have been affecting me and i feel that its better for me and the team if i stay here in Chiang Rai and start working through stuff. I will meet with a counselor every week and she will be praying with me and helping me through this. I will also start with language study once a week and help to take care of things that need to be done at the base!!

Please keep me in your prayers during this time where i will be seeking God and trusting Him for greater freedom within myself.

- IF YOU WANT TO CHANGE THE WORLD, YOU HAVE TO BE CHANGED FIRST-

Thank you for all your support.
                  

                                     -Unfailing love-

                        When the darkness fills my senses
                        When my blindness keeps me from your touch
                                    Jesus come
                        When my burden keeps me doubting
                        When my memories take the place of you
                                   Jesus come
                        and ill follow you there to the place where we meet
                        and ill lay down my pride as you search me again
                        Your unfailing love over me again.......
                                                                                                 Lyrics.